I have been thinking about my future lately. I'm nervous, scared and worried. Nervous of this new phase of my life, worried of not having a good job and scared that I may fail to reach my dreams. Ugh! I don't even know where and how to start. This is making me crazy. I want to cry but I keep telling myself not to.

I have to be strong and I have to surpass this!  I must keep that in mind if I really want to move forward and reach my goals in life. But amidst of all this feelings and doubts, I still keep myself positive because I have to.

18th Week {2013}

We had a very simple celebration for my Mom's 46th birthday. We had lunch at Bonchon and window shop after. We're supposed to watch Iron Man 3 but we all ended up pig outing all day. Pizza, burgers, fries, and sodas and floats. That's carbs on carbs on carbs! And hell we enjoyed it! We also went to a beautiful church, Divine Mercy Shrine, to say a short prayer and thanks before heading home. Aaaaa, I can look up to this beautiful ceiling all day!

Mom and I went to Divisoria to shop for fabrics. (For what? Well, you'll find out next week!) Fabric stores are everywhere and I died! Everything are all in my ideal colors and prints. So hard to choose! I ended up with that fabric on photo above. I find it simple and elegant at the same time. The base color is very subtle and it has floral details that is in my favorite color. (That's the back and the colors got inverted)

Divisoria is shopping haven here in the Philippines, so, of course our trip wouldn't be complete with just fabric shopping. We roam the street market, the different malls in the area and look what I've got! Peplum top (I can't get enought of peplum!), lantern and sunnies. I didn't spend a lot of money that time because I'm saving for my soon-to-open online shop! So many fashionable items on a very affordable prices! Planning to go there again real soon! Who wants to come with me?! 

My lens got broke months ago. It's so frustrating to use! Maybe the reason too why I haven't post anything here on my blog. But, worry no more because I got new one (75mm - 300 mm) and my old one is now working perfectly! Lalalala~ Thanks Papa! 

Fallen Too Far

Here I am again, shooting inside my room, along with timer, natural lights from my window and trusty tripod. I hope you don't mind. My room is not that big and spacious but I'm quite satisfied with this small opened space wall. I wish there's someone who could take my outfit shots outside with nicer background, but as for now, lets settle to this. Its not that bad, right? Please tell me! :D

Anyways, what I'm wearing here is one of my usual get-up when I'm too lazy to dress-up (Playing with rhymes eh?).  I hope my bottoms doesn't tricked you. Many have thought it was a skirt but no, its actually a ... short.

Necklace: Romwe

Shorts and tees wont go wrong, especially this summer. All you have to do to make it not boring and too plain is to accessories it for more fashionable vibe. Also, don't forget the shoes!!  In this kind of outfit you can wear any kind of shoes you like depending on your mood. Boots, heels, pumps or wedges. Trust me, it will all go well. So,  how about you? What's your usual get-up when you're too lazy to dress up?

P.S.
I'm currently reading Fallen Too Far by Abbi Glines (hence, the title)!! You should too. Great story. :)

17th Week {2013}

My boyfriend and I had an impromptu lunch date on an eat-all-you-can restaurant in town. He doesn't want to go home yet so we went to nearest mall to do window shopping (we're on a tight budget, so we need to resist!) play arcades, drink milk teas and goof around. Simple dates but memorable. I like that! 

Having a last song syndrome (LSS) on this song. It's on repeat for a week already! I'm not a fan of Nicki Minaj but I think I'm starting to like her. The way she rap... incredible! It's not like the usual noisy rap, but a kind of rap that will still make you dance. Agree?  Another thing I like is the video. Pink overload!! Girly but still sexy and edgy... like Cassie!

Went to thrift store with my cousin to do treasure hunting. I saw many fashionable pieces but only choose 2 (again, I'm on a very tight budget). The minute I saw these, I knew I had to buy them. No regrets at all! And would you believe that I got these 2 for only 250 php?! What a steal!  I'm so happy! 

Have you seen Iron Man 3 on wide screen? You should!! I'm no spoiler so i wont tell. *lips locked *

16th Week {2013}

The first week of being a graduate, a degree holder, a professional, and an unemployed lady. And here's what happen throughout the boring and lazy week. 

Graduation gifts from my aunties and cousin. Look at the aztec prints and lace details.. I'm so in-love! Seriously guys, How do you know I like these? 

My favorite of all graduation gifts I have received! It's from my one and only love of my life. *cheesy* 

Smells like a combination of apple and flower. Sweet but not too over-powering, which I really like. I'm so excited to use this one and smell sweet all day, but I think I'll be skipping lotion for now. The summer heat is very intense here and I don't want to be sticky all day. Haha

Dulcinea's Cream Puffs from, again, my love. It's his favorite and I ate it all by myself. Taste like heaven! Now, I'm craving!

I'm not really fond of nail arts but my aunt is insisting me to have one and since it was her who will pay, then why not? It's my first time, that is why I opted for a very simple design - stripes. Very summery, don't you think?